Strike Factory

Is there really a girl out there that is intrested in me, and not just about sex. I can't just seem to find a girl that I seriously like and at the same time a girl I really like, that seriously likes me. For starters Crawley/ Surrey/ S. London girls are non starters for me, to bitchy, and up their own arses for my liking. Then when I find a girl I really like, I am either too shy to express myself, or when I take them somewhere something always goes wrong, and they end up thinking I am not what they are looking for. Then u get the odd so called girl on faceparty or messenger that sends u link to a bloody sex site. Oh sod it I will stick to being a Singleton for now, and wait until I find a girl I really seriously like like.